Basshunter - All I ever wanted (no homo)
Often the common realization can be pursued in all the wrong ways. Deep thinkers ironically carry the ability to construe their moods into an exaggeration of mental coordinates far from what is a true awareness of immediate environmental surroundings (mostly intellectually speaking but also visceral and topographically). True peace is an eligible candidate as far as moods go when you can tame the oscillations into your life. Ebb and flow.... To be continued....
Today, my being, my persons, my aura, and me were nowhere near each other. It was like I was a glass of lemonade (90% lemon juice, 9% sugar, and 1% water), and the world around me was a man who had spent his last dollar on a tall glass of lemonade being sold from innocent looking toddlers as he was cruising on his bicycle on his way home from work taking a stress relieving detour due to a bad day. Translation: I was sour and tart, and the world around me was pissed not at me, but the mysteriously unidentifiable ninja-like toddlers...
Self control isn't hard right? Well when you step back and try and take a look at life in third person, sometimes you'll realize that consciously you have self control, but when your subconscious kicks in, you don't. So what's the solution? Play more third person video games and get used to that perspective of life. Just kidding! That would be no fun, how would you even begin to learn how to control your dreams? Seriously though, I made a mental list of "happy places" (not enthusiastically happy places) that are a part of my daily routine.
SLEEP
Breakfast (cereal)
Working out (gym, bike, run)
Shower (hot)
Brushing the teeth
Work (gotta love your job)
Lunch
Dinner
Meditation
Jammage (music)
Sex (if I have a partner(gf/fb))
Imagine if you shut the door to your house (locked) and you forgot your keys.... it's almost catastrophic, and will seriously irritate you because you feel irresponsible. Well that's where the ebb and flow comes into play. If you miss anything that you find simply achievable in your day, your gonna be crooked. It makes sense, and a lot of people try to tell you "hey man don't let it get to you" but I personally think you shouldn't have to repress anything.
